So, I've seemed to have lost my Ipod... which has over 3.5 years of my henna work stored on there not to mention lots of important documents and files. I really am quiet perturbed about this because It literally disapeared. Right now I'm trying to remain calm and collected about it and just be optimistic (false, yes, but right now I need hope).
I found out today that there is a rumor suposidly circulating around that I gave head to a band member? Thats pretty cute, considering I never did more than hug him. Yea, I did spend the night with him, but it was more like crashed over at a house with a bunch of other people after their performance. There was literally 10 people there, 5 of which were in the living room, and yes I'm sure I didn't do anything. Ok, well I did sleep on the futon beside him, but that can't possibly count as giving head? Sorry, but I don't do that kind of stuff. Oral is not my kind of thing, thankyou. I don't do it as a recreational activity or as something for shits and giggles. Though to some people it seems of little seriousness, I look at it as something very very personal and not something to hand out. The funniest part is that I find out about this rumor 2 months after if happens. That just makes it even more laughable, because it is now brought up. Good lord... I spend the night with guys all the time, mostly its completly inocent and platonic and most of the time theres a bunch of people there. Not the most romantic thing having a ton of people around. anything sexual, be it kissing or something else is personal... and not to be told to every Jane and Joe. I keep to myself about my non-existant sex life (well, more like my sexual life). Its not everyone's buisness if I kissed someone... i hardley tell ANYONE about any kind of fooling around (and if so its not in detail or by name)
It just never ceases to amaze me about how dependant people are on drama and starting shit up that really doesn't concern them. I'm a very sexual person, yes theres no denying it. However, I place alot of selfcontrol in myself and don't let things go beyond the belt. I'm a chaste person and intend to keep it that way, thankyou.
So, alot of my friends have been talking about getting married or how serious they are with their boy/girl friend. I can't help but sit here and laugh. Sorry, but we are afterall pretty damn young to be thinking about spending the rest of our life with someone. getting married when your still in highschool... theres so much more that we need to experiance before talking about that. we still have over 4/5ths of our life to live and to think that a relationship will last that long is just amusing. Theres so much more growing up to do and so much more to experiance before taking the plunge. Its just baffleing how we try and grow up so fast and plan our future when we still are dependant on our parents.
Well, theres some of my rambles and rants for the day